I see — I want to see Jesus

John 9:6-12

6 After he said these things he spat on the ground, and made some mud from the saliva, and smeared the mud on his eyes.
7 Then he told him,”leave, wash in the pool of Siloam” (which means “Sent”). So he left, washed, and came back seeing.
8 His neighbors and those who had seen him before as a beggar said, “Isn’t this the one who used to sit begging?”
9 Some said, “He’s the one.” Others were saying, “No, but he looks like him.” He kept saying, “I’m the one.”
10 So they said to him, “Then how were your eyes opened?”
11 He answered, “The man called Jesus made mud, smeared it on my eyes, and told me, ‘Leave for Siloam and wash.’ After I went away and washed I received sight.”
12 They said to him, “Where is that person?” He said, “I don’t know.”

I see — I want to see Jesus

The story of the man born blind slows down at a crucial point, and that pause is full of meaning. After receiving sight, he still has not actually seen the One who healed him. Jesus touched him while he was blind, sent him away to wash, and by the time he returned with restored vision, Jesus was no longer in front of him. The miracle had happened, but the Miracle‑Worker was hidden. What followed was a season of testing in which the man had to decide what he believed about the One who had changed him, even though he could not see Him.

That pattern mirrors the experience of believers across the ages. Christ has touched the inner life, awakened spiritual sight, and brought a clarity that was impossible before. Yet the One who gave that sight is not presently visible. Faith must operate in the space between the touch of grace and the face‑to‑face encounter still to come. The man born blind was questioned, pressured, and even threatened, but he held to the truth he knew: something had happened to him that only God could do. That conviction sustained him until Jesus revealed Himself openly.

Believers live in that same interval. The risen Christ has acted decisively, opening eyes that were once darkened, enabling recognition of truth, beauty, holiness, and the reality of God’s kingdom. That new sight creates longing—an ache to see the One who made such transformation possible. The absence of physical sight does not weaken faith; it intensifies desire. The heart knows it has been changed. The conscience knows it has been cleansed. The mind knows it has been illuminated. These inner certainties compel perseverance while waiting for the day when Christ appears and confirms every hope.

The blind man’s journey also illustrates the witness entrusted to the church. He did not yet see Jesus, but he spoke boldly about what Jesus had done. His testimony grew clearer as the opposition grew stronger. In the same way, those who have been touched by Christ are called to guide others toward Him—not by possessing all answers, but by faithfully declaring what His grace has accomplished. Spiritual beggars still sit in darkness, unaware that the Light of the world is near. Those who have received sight become guides, pointing others toward the One who heals.

LORD, lead the people of God to bring every blind beggar into the presence of the true Light.

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About Jefferson Vann

Jefferson Vann is pastor of Piney Grove Advent Christian Church in Delco, North Carolina.
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