ladies in the background

Posted on December 1, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John. 11:17-22

17 That was why after Jesus arrived, he found him already having been in the tomb four days.

18 But Bethany was near Jerusalem (about fifteen stadia1 away).

19 Many of the Jews had come to Martha and Mary to comfort them about their brother.

20 That was why as soon as Martha heard that Jesus was coming, she went to meet him, but Mary remained seated in the house.

21 That was why Martha said to Jesus, “Lord, if you had been here, my brother wouldn’t have died.

22 Even now I know that whatever you ask from God, God will give you.”

ladies in the background

Martha’s actions fit the expectations of her culture. With guests in the home and grief filling the air, Mary remained seated as decorum required, while Martha rose to meet Jesus. This was not a sign of lesser devotion but simply the accepted pattern of hospitality and mourning. Yet within that ordinary framework, something extraordinary appears. Martha, often remembered as the one preoccupied with household tasks, steps forward with a depth of faith that shines through her sorrow.

Her reputation has long been shaped by the earlier scene in which she was busy serving while Mary sat at Jesus’ feet. That moment has caused many to imagine her as the practical sister, the one in the background, the one whose hands were always full and whose heart was perhaps less contemplative. But this passage reveals a woman who understands profound spiritual realities. She knows Jesus’ unique relationship with the Father. She knows He can ask and the Father will hear. She knows that even in the face of death, divine power is not exhausted. Her grief is real, yet it does not eclipse her trust.

Martha stands before Jesus with a heart that refuses to surrender to despair. She acknowledges the loss, feels the weight of it, and still speaks words of confidence in Christ’s authority. Her faith is not naïve; it is forged in sorrow. She believes that Jesus can alter what seems unalterable, that He can reach into the finality of death and bring life. Her confession becomes one of the clearest declarations of who Jesus is: the Christ, the Son of God, the One who has come into the world.

In this moment, Martha is not a background figure. She is a model of courageous faith, a witness to the truth that quiet servants often carry deep spiritual insight. Her trust in Christ rises from the midst of mourning and becomes a testimony that still strengthens the church.

A prayer naturally follows: Lord, thank You for the women who labor unseen, who serve faithfully, who believe deeply, and who shine brightly for Your kingdom even when others overlook them.

1A stadia is about 600 feet.

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end game

Posted on November 30, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 11:11-16

11 He said these words, and afterwards he told them, “Our friend Lazarus has fallen asleep, but I’m proceeding to wake him up.”

12 That is why the disciples said to him, “Lord, if he has fallen asleep, he will be rescued.”

13 But Jesus had been speaking about his death, yet they thought he was speaking about the resting of sleep.

14 So Jesus then told them plainly, “Lazarus died.

15 I rejoice for you that I wasn’t there so that you may believe. But let’s go to him.”

16 Then Thomas (the one called “Twin”) said to his fellow disciples, “Let’s go too so that we may die with him.”

end game

Thomas speaks like a man whose hope has collapsed under the weight of reality as he understands it. News of Lazarus’ death has reached him, and with that news any remaining expectation of rescue disappears. The journey back to Judea now seems pointless. Lazarus is gone, and returning to the place where Jesus was nearly stoned feels like walking straight into a grave. His words carry the bleak logic of someone who believes death ends every story. If Lazarus has died, then the only thing awaiting them in Judea is the same fate. Death, in Thomas’ mind, is the final boundary that cannot be crossed.

Jesus speaks from an entirely different horizon. He does not soften the truth or pretend Lazarus is still alive in some hidden realm. He acknowledges death for what it is, yet He refuses to grant it the authority Thomas assumes it has. Jesus rejoices—not in Lazarus’ death, but in the opportunity to reveal that death is not the end. He names death as sleep, not to diminish its seriousness, but to declare its reversibility. Sleep can be interrupted. Sleepers can be awakened. The dead can be raised.

This is the difference between despair and divine confidence. Thomas sees a sealed tomb; Jesus sees a sleeping friend. Thomas sees danger and futility; Jesus sees the moment when the glory of God will break through the darkness. Thomas believes the story has ended; Jesus knows the story is about to open into resurrection.

The contrast exposes the heart of Christian hope. Death is real, but it is not ultimate. It is an enemy, but not an unconquerable one. Christ does not deny its power; He overthrows it. His words in this moment anticipate the greater victory He will accomplish in His own resurrection and extend to all who belong to Him. Where human eyes see an ending, the Son of God sees the beginning of new life.

The prayer that rises from this truth is full of gratitude and longing: Lord, thank You for the promise of rescue found in Christ. Thank You that death is not the end, and that the One who calls the dead to rise will one day call every sleeping saint to life again.

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the light of this world

Posted on November 29, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 11:5-10

5 Now Jesus loved Martha and her sister and Lazarus.

6 So as he heard that he was sick, he stayed in the place where he was two days.

7 Then after that, he said to the disciples, “Let’s go into Judea again.”

8 “Rabbi,” the disciples told him, “just now the Jews tried to stone you, and you’re departing for there again?”

9 Jesus answered, “Aren’t there twelve hours in a day? If someone walks during the day, he doesn’t stumble, because he sees the light of this world.

10 But if anyone walks during the night, he does stumble, because the light is not with him.”

the light of this world

It made little sense to the disciples. They had just escaped Judea under threat of death, the stones of an angry crowd still fresh in their memory. Every instinct told them not to return. Yet Jesus, with calm determination, announced His intention to go back—apparently for the sake of a sick friend. From their vantage point, the decision looked unnecessary at best and reckless at worst.

Only later does the fuller picture come into view. Lazarus was no longer merely ill; he had already died. Jesus was not returning simply to offer comfort but to reveal the glory of God by calling a dead man out of the tomb. What appeared to be a dangerous miscalculation was actually a deliberate step toward a greater revelation of His identity.

In that moment, Jesus spoke of walking during the day. The disciples heard the words, but the meaning was deeper than the surface image. Earlier He had declared Himself to be the light of the world (John 8:12). To walk in the day, then, was to walk with Him—to move in the sphere of His presence, His wisdom, and His purpose. Those who follow the Light do not stumble, not because the path is easy, but because the One leading them sees perfectly. His steps are never misguided, even when they lead into places that seem dangerous or confusing.

This becomes a pattern for all who belong to Him. Safety is not found in avoiding risk or danger but in remaining within the will of God. When Christ directs a path—whether toward a place, a task, or a person—He does so with full knowledge of what awaits. His purposes are never thwarted, and His plans always serve the advance of the gospel. Obedience may lead into difficulty, but it never leads into meaninglessness. The Light does not mislead.

The disciples eventually learned that the return to Judea was not a detour but a divine appointment. Lazarus would rise, the glory of the Son would shine, and faith would deepen. What seemed senseless became a testimony.

The prayer that rises from such a passage is simple and sincere: Lord, thank You for being the Light of the world, the One whose steps are sure and whose purposes are good.

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resurrection on order

Posted on November 28, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 11:1-4

1 Someone got sick, Lazarus from Bethany, the village of Mary and her sister Martha.

2 Mary was the one who had anointed the Lord with perfume and wiped his feet with her hair; it was her brother Lazarus who got sick.

3 That was why the sisters sent a message to him: “Lord, your friend is sick.”

4 When Jesus heard it, he said, “This sickness is not to death but is for the glory of God, so that the Son of God may be glorified through it.”

resurrection on order

The sickness of a believer is never the final word. Illness may weaken the body, interrupt plans, or bring life to the edge of the grave, but it cannot determine the ultimate outcome. Scripture does not promise exemption from suffering or even from death, yet it does promise that death cannot have the last claim on those who belong to Christ. A Christian may indeed die from an illness, but that death is not the true end. It is not the destination toward which the sickness is moving. It is only a pause before the greater work of God is revealed.

Lazarus stands as a witness to this truth. His story shows that the presence of sickness in the life of a friend of Jesus is not a sign of abandonment. Lazarus died, and Jesus wept at his tomb. The tears of Christ were not the grief of helplessness but the sorrow of love in the face of an enemy He had come to destroy. The same Lord who wept also called Lazarus out of the grave, demonstrating that His compassion and His power are never in conflict. What He did for Lazarus foreshadows what He will do for all who trust Him.

Every believer has that same Friend. Christ does not stand distant from human frailty. He enters into it, feels its weight, and promises to overturn it. If death comes, it comes only as a defeated foe. Christ will stand at the tomb again—this time not for one man, but for all His people. He will call each by name, and the grave will release them. This is not wishful thinking but the settled purpose of God: the Son will be glorified by raising His own to everlasting life.

Recovery in this life is possible, and often granted. Yet even recovery is only a temporary mercy. The greater mercy is already scheduled: the resurrection that cannot be undone. God has determined to honor His Son by ensuring that none who belong to Him remain in the dust. The resurrection is not an uncertain hope but a guaranteed future, secured by the One who is Himself the Resurrection and the Life.

In the face of sickness, this promise steadies the heart. Christ’s friends suffer, but they are not abandoned. They die, but they will live again. The church echoes the ancient prayer, longing for the day when all weakness ends and all graves are emptied: Lord, come quickly—your friends are sick.

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Oasis places

Posted on November 27, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 10:37-42

37 If I am not doing my Father’s works, don’t be trusting in me.

38 But if I am doing them and you aren’t trusting in me, be trusting in the works. Do this so that you will know and understand that the Father is in me and I in the Father.”

39 They were trying again to take him, but he slipped out of their hand.

40 And he left again beyond the Jordan to the place where John had first been baptizing, and he stayed there.

41 And many came to him and said, “John never performed a sign-miracle, but every detail John said about this man was true.”

42 And many trusted in him there.

Oasis places

Jesus’ withdrawal beyond the Jordan is more than a geographical detail. It is a narrative exhale after the relentless tension of His ministry in Jerusalem. Conflict had followed Him from one feast to another—accusations, attempts to stone Him, theological traps, and the hard‑hearted resistance of leaders who refused to see what was right in front of them. When He steps away from the city and returns to the region where John’s revival first stirred hearts, the contrast is striking. The message is the same. The works are the same. The Shepherd has not changed. But the response is different.

John emphasizes that many in this quieter place believed. They remembered John’s testimony. They saw Jesus’ works. They recognized the continuity between the forerunner’s message and the Messiah’s ministry. Where Jerusalem’s leaders hardened themselves, these people opened themselves. Where the city rejected, the wilderness received. It is a reminder that receptivity is not about geography but about the posture of the heart. The same Christ who was resisted in one place was welcomed in another.

Reflecting on ministry through that lens reveals a familiar pattern. There are seasons and locations where every effort seems to meet resistance—where words fall flat, where intentions are misunderstood, where the soil feels hard and unyielding. And there are other places, sometimes unexpected, where the same faithfulness bears fruit, where people listen, where encouragement flows, where the work feels lighter because hearts are open. These “oasis places” do not erase the difficulty of the harder seasons, but they remind the soul that God is still at work, still preparing people, still opening doors.

Jesus’ retreat beyond the Jordan shows that stepping away from hostility is not failure. It is wisdom. It is in alignment with the Father’s timing. It is the recognition that ministry flourishes where God has prepared the soil. And it is a reassurance that rejection in one place does not define the worth of the message or the messenger. The Shepherd continues His work wherever hearts are ready.

Thank You, LORD, for those oasis places—those moments and communities where Your work is welcomed, where encouragement flows, and where weary servants find renewal in the fruit of Your grace.

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Set apart and sent

Posted on November 26, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 10:31-36

31 The Jews picked up rocks again to stone him.

32 Jesus answered them, “I have shown you many proper works from the Father. Because of which of these works are you stoning me?”

33 The Jews answered, “We aren’t stoning you for a good work,” “but for blasphemy, because you– being a man– make yourself God.”

34 Jesus answered them, “Isn’t it written in your law, I said, you are gods?

35 If he called those whom the word of God came to ‘gods’– and the Scripture cannot be broken–

36 do you say, ‘You are blaspheming’ to the one the Father set apart and sent into the world, because I said: I am God’s Son?

Set apart and sent

Jesus’ response to the accusation of blasphemy is not an attempt to soften His claims or escape danger. It is a deliberate, theologically precise argument that exposes the inconsistency of His opponents. By citing Psalm 82—where members of the heavenly council are called θεοί (“gods”)—He reminds His hearers that Scripture itself uses exalted language for beings who serve under God’s authority. No one accused the psalmist of blasphemy for that vocabulary. Likewise, Paul later refers to Satan as “the god of this age,” not to elevate him, but to describe his influence. The point is simple: Scripture contains categories of delegated authority far above ordinary human status.

If such language can be applied to angels or even to a hostile spiritual power, how much more fitting is it for the One whom the Father has sanctified—set apart—and sent into the world? Jesus is not lowering His claim; He is raising the standard by which His claim must be judged. He is the One uniquely commissioned from heaven, the One whose works bear the unmistakable imprint of divine authority. His miracles are not random acts of power; they are signs that reveal His identity. They testify that the Father is in Him and He in the Father.

The tragedy in this moment is not lack of evidence but the refusal to accept it. The crowd clings to a rigid, inadequate theology—one that cannot make room for the possibility that God Himself has stepped into history in the person of His Son. Their unbelief is not intellectual; it is volitional. They resist because accepting Jesus would require surrender, humility, and a reordering of everything they thought they knew.

That same resistance persists today. Many reject Christ not because the evidence is weak, but because their assumptions are strong. They hold tightly to frameworks that cannot accommodate the incarnation, the cross, or the resurrection. Jesus’ argument in this passage is an invitation to let Scripture speak on its own terms and to allow His works to interpret His words.

The One set apart and sent by the Father still calls people to believe—not blindly, but in light of the testimony God has already given.

Lord, open the eyes of those who resist believing in who You are.

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safety in the Son

Posted on November 25, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 10:26-30

26 But you aren’t believing because you are not from my sheep.

27 My sheep are listening to my voice, I know them, and they follow me.

28 I am also giving them permanent life, and they will certainly not be destroyed permanently. No one will snatch them out of my hand.

29 My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all. No one is able to snatch them out of the Father’s hand.

30 I and the Father are one.”

safety in the Son

Jesus’ words in John 10 reach their highest point when He grounds His promise of life in His unique relationship with the Father. He is not simply a messenger of God or a teacher of spiritual truths. He speaks as the Son, the One who shares the Father’s authority and carries out the Father’s saving purpose. On that basis—and only on that basis—He can promise a kind of safety no human shepherd could ever offer.

The life He offers is not merely a good life, nor even a long life. It is permanent life, life that cannot be taken away, life that will outlast death itself. That promise is future‑oriented. Believers do not experience permanent life now. Bodies still weaken. Death still claims the faithful. The effects of Adam’s sin still reach every generation. The grave still opens its mouth for all.

Yet Jesus insists that those who belong to Him “will certainly not be destroyed forever” (οὐ μὴ ἀπόλωνται εἰς τὸν αἰῶνα). Death may touch the body, but it cannot erase the person. It cannot undo the Shepherd’s claim. It cannot sever the bond between the Son and His sheep. The destruction Adam introduced is real, but it is not final. The resurrection the Son will bring is more real still, and it is final.

This is why Jesus’ promise is so astonishing. He does not deny the reality of death. He denies its permanence. He does not promise escape from mortality now. He promises victory over mortality when He returns. The permanent life He speaks of is resurrection life—life restored, renewed, and secured forever by the authority the Father has given Him.

The healed man in John 9 tasted the firstfruits of that promise. His physical sight was restored, but the deeper miracle was the spiritual sight that led him to worship the Son of Man. That same pattern continues in every believer. Christ gives sight now, and He will give life forever. The Shepherd who knows His sheep will not lose a single one.

The safety He offers is not the absence of suffering but the assurance that suffering cannot have the last word. The grave may claim the body, but it cannot claim the soul entrusted to Christ. Permanent destruction belongs to the old creation; permanent life belongs to the new.

Lord, thank You for the safety found in the Son—the Shepherd who guards His flock now and will raise them to permanent life when He comes.

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Hanukkah hotheads

Posted on November 24, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 10:22-25

22 Then the dedication festival happened among the Jerusalemites. It was winter,

23 and Jesus was walking in the temple in Solomon’s Porch.

24 That was why the Jews surrounded him and said, “Until when are you going to keep lifting up our souls? If you are the Messiah, tell us publicly.”

25 Jesus answered them, “I did tell you and you are not believing; the works that I do in my Father’s name keep testifying about me.

Hanukkah hotheads

The scene at the Feast of Dedication—Hanukkah—reveals a crowd already saturated with revelation. They had heard Jesus teach the gospel of the kingdom. They had seen His works. They had watched Him heal, restore, and speak with an authority no rabbi had ever displayed. Nothing was hidden from them. Jesus Himself says so: He had already told them who He was, and His works continued to testify with a clarity that left no room for ambiguity.

Yet they demanded more. They insisted that He “lift up their souls”—keep them in suspense—by withholding a public declaration of His messianic identity. But the truth is the opposite. They were not suspended in uncertainty; they were entrenched in unbelief. They had all the evidence necessary to make a rational, faithful decision. The problem was not lack of information but lack of willingness. They chose not to believe.

Their demand for a public proclamation was not a sincere request for clarity. It was a refusal to accept the clarity already given. They wanted a Messiah who fit their expectations, not the One who stood before them. They wanted a king who would validate their nationalism, not a Shepherd who would call them to repentance. They wanted a conqueror, not a Savior. So they told themselves that Jesus was withholding something, when in reality they were resisting everything.

Jesus’ response exposes this self‑deception. His words and His works stand together as a unified witness. The works are not random miracles; they are signs—visible demonstrations of divine authority, compassion, and identity. Anyone with open eyes could see the truth. The healed blind man in the previous chapter saw it immediately. The religious leaders, with all their learning, refused to see it at all.

This same dynamic persists. Many today have access to the Scriptures, the testimony of the church, the witness of transformed lives, and the inner prompting of the Spirit. The issue is rarely lack of evidence. It is the heart’s resistance to surrender. Unbelief is not merely intellectual; it is moral and spiritual. It is a choice.

Yet Jesus continues to speak. His works continue to testify. And His people continue to join word and deed, bearing witness to who He truly is.

Lord, we join Your word and Your works to bear witness to who You really are.

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not a mere teacher

Posted on November 23, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 10:19-21

19 A schism again happened among the Jews because of these words.

20 Many of them were saying, “He has a demon and is insane. Why are you listening to him?”

21 Others were saying, “These aren’t the words of someone who is demon-possessed. A demon cannot open the eyes of the blind can it?”

not a mere teacher

The reaction Jesus provoked in His hearers was not accidental. It was the inevitable result of the claims He made and the authority with which He made them. No one could listen to Him carefully and walk away thinking He was merely a gifted teacher or a moral reformer. His words forced a decision. That is why John describes a schism among the Jews—a fracture that ran straight through the religious community. Jesus demanded more of them than any rabbi ever had, because He claimed more for Himself than any rabbi ever dared.

He spoke as the Father’s Son, not as a commentator on the Father’s law. He identified Himself as the gate of God’s sheep—the only legitimate entrance into God’s flock. He described His coming death not as a tragedy to befall Him but as a deliberate act He had already chosen. He spoke of His resurrection not as a hope but as a right, an authority granted to Him by the Father. These are not the claims of a wise man offering spiritual advice. They are the claims of One who stands at the center of God’s saving plan.

The people of His day understood this far better than many modern readers. They did not stumble over His parables or His ethics. They stumbled over His identity. They heard Him claim prerogatives that belonged to God alone—authority over life and death, the right to gather God’s flock, the power to give eternal life. Some concluded He was mad. Others concluded He was dangerous. Still others, like the healed man in the previous chapter, recognized that only God could speak and act as He did.

The division was unavoidable because Jesus Himself was unavoidable. He did not leave room for a neutral response. His words pressed His hearers to decide whether He was deluded, deceptive, or divine. That same pressure remains. The Jesus of John’s Gospel cannot be reduced to a moral example or a spiritual guide. His claims still confront the world with the same choice: either reject Him as an imposter or worship Him as Lord.

The healed man chose worship. Many others did too. And across the centuries, the same voice continues to call, the same authority continues to stand, and the same Shepherd continues to gather His flock.

Lord, thank You for revealing the true identity of Your Son, and for drawing hearts to trust and follow Him.

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his right to die

Posted on November 22, 2018 by Jefferson Vann
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John 10:14-18

14 “I am the proper shepherd. I know the ones who are mine, and the ones who are mine know me,

15 just as the Father knows me, I also know the Father, and I lay down my soul for the sheep.

16 But I have other sheep who are not from this sheep pen; I must lead them also, and they will listen to my voice. Then there will become one flock, one shepherd.

17 This is why the Father loves me, because I lay down my soul so that I may take it up again.

18 No one takes it from me, but I lay it down on my own. I have the right to lay it down, and I have the right to take it up again. I have received this command from my Father.”

his right to die

The flow of Jesus’ teaching in John 10 becomes even clearer when the continuation of the shepherd‑gate imagery is allowed to unfold naturally. The scene still contains the same three figures: the owner of the flock, the proper shepherd who serves under the owner’s authority, and the sheep who depend on both. Jesus is not shifting metaphors but extending the same pastoral picture to reveal the depth of His mission and the unity of His relationship with the Father.

His repeated statement about laying down His ψυχή—His life—carries deliberate weight. In Greek, the noun is feminine, so every pronoun attached to it is “her,” emphasizing the personal, God‑given life He willingly surrenders. This is not a reference to an immortal soul that cannot die. If the soul were inherently immortal, it could not be laid down. Jesus is speaking of His earthly life, the human life entrusted to Him by the Father for the purpose of redemption. To lay it down is to die voluntarily; to take it up again is to rise by divine authority. His death is not an accident, nor a tragedy imposed from outside. It is the chosen act of the Shepherd who protects His flock at the cost of His own life.

Jesus then reveals the Father’s role in this saving plan. The Father loves the Son precisely because the Son embraces this mission. And the Father grants Him ἐξουσία—the right, the authority—to lay down His life and to take it up again. The cross is not merely an expression of Jesus’ compassion; it is the coordinated work of Father and Son, united in purpose, love, and sovereign power. The resurrection is not a surprise reversal but the authorized outcome of the Son’s obedience.

Into this same teaching Jesus introduces the “other sheep” whom He must lead—ἄγω, the verb of active, intentional shepherding. These are the ones not yet in the fold, the future believers who will be gathered after His resurrection. The healed man in chapter 9 is a sign of this expanding flock, but the full fulfillment stretches across the centuries. The flock will grow, the Shepherd will call, and all who respond will be brought into one people under one Shepherd.

This is the grace that reaches beyond Israel, beyond the first disciples, beyond the early church. It is the grace that has reached the rest of us—those who have heard His voice across time and have been gathered into His care.

Lord, thank You for the love and grace that brought salvation to all who have been gathered into Your flock.

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