faith and inner dialog

August 2015 (26)Mark 2:5-8

5 So Jesus, after seeing their faith,[1] says to the paralytic “Child, your sins are being forgiven.” 6 But some of the scribes were sitting there and questioning[2] in their hearts, 7 “Why is he speaking like this? He is blaspheming; Who is able to be forgiving sins, except One: God!” 8 So, Immediately Jesus, because he was aware in his spirit that they were questioning this way within themselves, says to them, “Why are you questioning about these things in your hearts?

faith and inner dialog

Four men climbed onto a roof with their paralyzed friend, tore through the tiles, and lowered him into the presence of Jesus. It was messy. It was disruptive. It was bold. And Jesus looked at their actions and recognized faith — not in their words, not in their theology, but in their determination to get their friend to Him.

Meanwhile, the scribes sat quietly in the room, engaging in their inner theological dialogue. They had been trained to process new ideas by running them through the courtroom of their minds. Their system was closed: if a statement didn’t fit their established categories, it was automatically suspect. They weren’t malicious — they were simply doing what they had been taught. But their inner dialogue kept them from seeing what was right in front of them.

Both groups thought they were doing the right thing.
Only one group found forgiveness and freedom.

And here’s where your reflection hits home.

Many of us have been trained — by experience, by disappointment, by exposure to religious corruption — to be skeptical. We’ve heard too many stories of spiritual manipulation. We’ve seen too many examples of hypocrisy. So when we encounter faith language online or in conversation, our inner scribe wakes up. We question motives. We doubt sincerity. We wonder if we’re being naïve.

Inner dialogue is normal.
But inner dialogue is not the final authority.

At some point, genuine faith must speak louder than our doubts.
At some point, we must tell the inner cynic to sit down and let Jesus do what only He can do — forgive, heal, restore, and set free.

The difference between the scribes and the roof‑wreckers wasn’t intelligence. It wasn’t training. It wasn’t personality.

The difference was this:
Faith had the last word.

And that is what Jesus honors.


Prayer

LORD, give us faith so strong that it always has the last word over our doubts.
Quiet the inner skeptic when it rises, and teach us to trust You more than our fears.
Amen.


[1] πιστις (2:5; 4:40; 5:34; 10:52; 11:22).

[2] διαλογιζομαι (2:6, 8; 8:16f; 9:33; 11:31).

Unknown's avatar

About Jefferson Vann

Jefferson Vann is pastor of Piney Grove Advent Christian Church in Delco, North Carolina.
This entry was posted in conflict, discernment, faith and tagged . Bookmark the permalink.

Leave a comment